kissTHIS

another day in the bag another one just out of reach

2003-04-15T21:15:07Z

i think that i'm going to stop using my other journal as much as i used to. i'm just sort of sick of it. i dont use this one that much, but i might start writing more in it. eventhough only about two people read it. oh well. spring break is next week. i think i might actually have plans. i was invited to stay with my friend in santa cruz for a couple days and i'd really like to do that. maybe at the end of break because the first half of break i think i'm going down south. i supose we'll see.

so you wanna know?

2003-04-13T02:32:58Z

when it comes to boys i like good hair tight pants and personality.

i'd like it better if it were a dear john

2003-04-13T01:44:11Z

dear me,

many of those people you think are your friends really arent, they pretend. they pretend because you're friends with their friends. they pretend to be nice, they feel bad for you. they pretend so they can use you for gas money. you know this, but you pretend too. you pretend to make yourself think you have friends. you dont look that great. you're not ugly, but you're not beautiful, you're not pretty, your just...better than ugly. your body is gross, i hate it. i know you dont care about what people think of you but sometimes you should try at least a tiny bit to look better. you should exercise more and eat better foods. you need to hide yourself from people and not be open with them so that they wont have the chance to hurt you.

sincerely,
your insecurities

deres_stjerne @ 2003-04-08T19:58:00

2003-04-09T02:54:16Z

sometimes red shoes just make my day.

enjoy the show

2003-04-06T20:29:54Z

i am happy with my weekend.

OH YES

2003-04-03T03:38:03Z

Radiohead: Hail to the Theif
release dates:
>> June 9th 2003 [Europe]
>> June 10th 2003 [North America]

01 2+2=5.
02 Sit Down. Stand Up.
03 Sail To The Moon.
04 Backdrifts.
05 Go To Sleep.
06 Where I End and You Begin.
07 We Suck Young Blood.
08 The Gloaming.
09 There There.
10 I Will.
11 A Punch Up at a Wedding.
12 Myxamatosis.
13 Scatterbrain.
14 Wolf at the Door.

first single:
>> there there [release May 26th 2003]

i downloaded.
i burned.
i listened.
i listened more.
and i will keep listening.
OH YES.

reference atlas.

2003-03-30T22:24:13Z

i am so done with all this bull shit.

constantly ranked

2003-03-26T03:38:42Z

nothing too interesting about today. lately it seems that i am easily annoyed by those around me, even close friends. i supose it is because i am beyond tired of the same routine. routine is not always good. i have nothing more to say except this: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN i hope your day was lovely.

well right wing left wing chiken wing

2003-03-18T02:58:56Z

i hardly write in this, but that doesnt matter seeing as how nobody but myself reads it. i had a bad day, but a fantastic weekend. war is upon us and it hurts my heart, but they say it'll be fast. over by summer. lets hope so. lets hope it is over REAL soon and lets hope that few lives are taken. i wish it could be over before it begins. well, we still have 23 hours until we know. saddam still has 23 hours to make it stop it before it begins. we all know it wont happen though, what man in power ever wants to back down? oh, so i have this friend, his name is eric. he's a great person. i wont be the only one reading this entry, but only because i am going to show him that i wrote about him, like i told him i would. oh, and modest mouse is the best. thank you.

i'm ready now. i'm ready to leave.

2003-02-25T04:57:29Z

my last journal sounds like i'm all sad about a guy, haha. the title of it has nothing to do with it's content. i missed one of my favorite bands tonight. oh well, i think i might be able to see them again next week, three times. this weekend was nice. like every weekend, i met new people. i made a new friend too, he's a real cool guy and really nice. i hope we can become better friends...there is just something about him.

so he sent me a message what did it say it said 'f you'...exact quote

2003-02-22T02:45:44Z

i think that this next couple of weeks, or maybe even months are going to be very trying for myself.

mama this surely is a dream

2003-02-12T07:02:36Z

my first entry, how lovely.